MY BRA BROKE! I knew that was going to happen eventually, I just didn’t think today! So now I’m at work braless. At least my work shirts are baggy so it’s not that noticeable or is it? Probably isn’t I’m just being insecure about it because I know it…but they don’t look perky so it’s annoying me.
My day yesterday wasn’t as brutally long as I thought it was going to be! One of the Dr’s patients cancelled so I was out by 8 which made me happy, but I ended up getting sick as soon as I got home from the dentist I was in the bathroom. My friend grabbed me food and brought it to me since she was going to be around the area which was awesome of her! I had Opa’s chicken pita wrap with taziki sauce, lettuce, jalapeño’s and tomatoes as well as a ceaser salad, not too bad but I was so angry at myself earlier on because I had a mars bar and half a can of Pepsi! I went completely emotional almost cried cause I was so made and honestly saw myself like I would if I was 400 pounds. Later on I got even more upset because no one loves me and my success with men has been bullshit. So I went home, popped in JM BFBM didn’t push myself but I workout for 30 minutes before running a nicely candle lit bubble bath to relax in. I felt much better after that, I think I was just tired and in my head too much.
I’m going to start calorie counting again tomorrow. Goal is 1500 a day. To continue with my workouts like I’ve been doing and see how that goes!
I also need to grocery shop today after work, but really I just want a nap…But I have to head to the bank, then buy food (I’m thinking homemade pizza’s tonight). Anyone else have any ideas on what else to buy for food?!